DUDE I WISH??? sort of i guess. i think ive said it before but i got a job and its nice but its full time…i often come home exhausted mentally and physically. factory jobs are super tiring…i truly miss all that free time I had to do w/e i wanted before. :/

that and mental illnesses got in the way so i havent been able to be active like I used to be. :( its also extremely hard to draw too :/ It can take me weeks just to get one picture done.I also am aware I have fics that I said I would revamp but again, no time..I kind of prioritize pics > fics; but trust me I really miss writing too I haven’t wrote anything in a long time. Esp with how behind ive been getting picture wise. im also finally allowed to live life but it is SO SO hard when you have so much you want to do but so little time.

I really want to try and be active daily but its hard to balance it out when you work and come home super tired all the time…I also feel like 90% of this fandom is gone and all my friends pretty much switched fandoms or just kinda poofed ?? Idk I havent heard from any of them in a really long time. T_T I miss the fairy tail fandom so much I MISS MY FRIENDS I MISS THIS STUFF SO MUCH!!

However just because Im gone doesnt mean MY LOVE FOR FT AND NALU HAS DIED IAM STILL SO 1000000000000000000000000% BIG ABOUT IT! And occasionally I do post/upload things on my twitter/instagram tho!!

I usually come on tumblr only when im on my computer the other social media sites are easier cuz I can just go on my phone…but yeah ive been gone way too long I would like to revamp my blog and get rid of cringey stuff tbh ;w; theres alot id like to do! ive grown and changed kinda alot. Im alot more happy with my art and would love to share it more!!

Ive had this blog for so SO long its crazy?